Jayesslee.

Me arriving at the accommodation.

That's my lecturer for one the units. Good man.

Self made bonfire.

In a gist, that was my fieldtrip to Yailingyup in April, was it? Quite alright, although I was quite discontent with my group mates. Main reason as to why I dislike a few of them right now. They're good fun to be with alright. But when it comes to assignments, they're almost worthless.

Sonia (the married one)

Janice

And yep, headed to Jayesslee concert on 190512. I don't really follow their YouTube videos, but I guess I may look around once in a while when I have time now. Seen a few before, but after hearing them live, I think they sound better live than in those videos. That, or maybe their recording device just doesn't provide that good of a sound quality

And well, nothing else much to mention for now. Besides, am feeling tired & sleepy since didn't managed to sleep properly for a while now.

Bloody Asians

Currently in school right now, decided to blog away since I haven't really done so in quite a while. Also another activity to help keep me awake. Haven't really slept much in the past few days. I'd decided to get started on an assignment on the Friday (submission was on Tuesday). But things weren't really successful. Little to virtually no progress till around Sunday night. Then it was crunch time again on through last night. Sigh... Why must it always happen like this? Where's my focus & concentration when I needed it.

The unfortunate mishap on 020512. Mother Fuckers. If I'd ever caught them..

And seems like the new blogger is quite amazing now. Instead of inserting pictures right at the beginning of the already written post, it now puts it at where I'd left off. Nice change for once.

And I'd mentioned in my previous post that I was in school, approximately 0440hours? Well, how the inside, main floor looks like during that time.

And now that I'm on the topic of being in school in the wee hours of the morning, printing the ass out of my poster, did I mention about the motha-fucka-of-the-Asians? I'd never thought I could actually enjoy being in a group with the locals more than other Asians. First off, the reason I'm printing in the nobody's-up-kind-of-morning-time, is because this mother fucker, who's supposed to be my partner for this pair work to do up the poster, bailed out on me. No calls, no texts, no nothing. Please just go and die. And I think I fared rather well for a standalone work.

And that's not it. In another piece of assignment, one of them just blatantly joined the group. I believed he lied in saying that he had spoken to the lecturer. Anyway, the situation was Asian A & B. A was with me in the group already. Then since B always missed lesson, didn't had a group. So being good buddies with A, they attracted each other to our group. Seriously. The quality of work that came out was gut vomit worthy. Even the other 2 pairs did much better than them.

And there's another group assignment coming up with them. Honestly, I'm not going to involve myself with them in group assignments anymore. It's just annoying.

Guess that's about it for now.

A new chapter awaits.

It's been some time now. Just like how it started, where there was no clear definition at all, it ended, with no clear distinction too.

Moving along, the route, the place, the scenery. They were all so familiar. The Face. It had stayed the same, as far as the eyes can see. But it would seem to thou, that everything else had changed..

But hard as it may be, I must move on. To cast all away and return to null.

Zen.

It's been a while..

It's been a while...

Been getting busy over the past 2 weeks, including this. Flood of assignments. Then it's about 2 to 3 weeks break before the other flood comes in. How's that for a prediction. Guess I should get started on those before the whole bulk comes in.

Anyway, it was one of those days, you know, those just-like-any-other-days kind of days. Then my cousin sent me this link. And told me to read this particular article on within this link. Don't know the title, forgot. But I do remember this. "Normal porn for normal people." And I tell you, it was some motha'fucking sick shit. If you're interested, just Google the phrase in. You've been warned.

On hindsight, when do you determine if you're over an incident or you're just simply accepting the facts but still choose to linger in those moments? Sometimes, when I look at the artifacts, it brings back the memories. When the time comes, it brings me back to those days. But reality is, I'm in the present now. As such, when I reminiscence, it brings a smile to my face. It feels like an acceptance kind of smile. As if years had already passed. However, just can't help and think (or know) that there is still some sourness deep down inside. It's time to do some zen training.

There was another day, when a thought suddenly struck my head. There I was, approximately 0440 hours in my school's plotter room, thinking, maybe I should have done some graphic design or similar. One, I'm happier off when I think about myself drawing stuff for most of assignments, instead of writing essays & reports. And maybe I do have a talent for drawing after all, I figured. *shrugs*

What else...

Oh yeah, been thinking about picking up gymnastics again over here. Found a club, emailed them, no reply. Probably will try calling next week. If it's too expensive to join, chances are, my hopes not going to pull through. Then, it might be hitting the surfs for me. Then again, there will be the issue of my hair. Dry enough as it is, surfing is just going to make it worse. Uugh. First world dilemma.

And well, it's been a while...

Moodless

Finding myself to be at a loss of mood or motivation to get blogging. Or rather, the mood to do anything but laze & idle my time away... Since when did my life get so meaningless?

With a heavy heart...

Leaving for Perth extremely soon.

This is pretty much the longest time I'd spent since venturing there. 3 months. And I doubt there will be another time when I'll be back for so long. This 3 months had its ups & downs, and well, certainly eventful I say.

The past few days, caught up with some depressing & worrying matters. Important matters. But it's all settled now, so that's alright. Nevertheless, it's still depressing.

I'll do updates on my days in Singapore at a later time.

And thanks to all my friends & cousins who drew out time to meet up with me.

And now, I have to get ready to say goodbye to Singapore. It seems that, with the passing of each year, the weight of my shoulders gets heavier & heavier. And with this farewell this year, my heart just sank, like the Titanic. Unexplainable thoughts and feelings.

Ashes.

Well, turns out I've attained zen mode during these few days. Despite knowing that such an occurrence is unavoidable, I was still pretty much annoyed & irritated by the fact that it had to happen now. But it's alright, managed to get some form of documentation during the process.

And it's just a few days more to head back to Perth. I'm going to miss Singapore & the friends quite badly this time round I think. Not good. And well, there's still the matter of...

Sigh...